This post will pull in everything and everyone ... so get ready to MINESTRONEEEE! XDD (To simplify things I put the most important parts of a different color, read at least that)
psikedelike To begin with photos of which I had mentioned ... The titles are SUBURBIA, PIECES OF US e IN RED ROOM (riferimento a SHINING).
Per continuare un po' di ALBERTY DAY : era dalla terza media che nn partecipavo ad una festa di fine scuola per il semplice fatto ke al liceo scientifico erano troppo pigri per farle, ke skifo... L'idea invece a me piace parekkio, e ovviamente ho iniziato a prepararmi i vestiti con tre giorni d'anticipo!! XD Alla fine ho scelto il vestito cinese nero (che mi ricorda il primo incontro con Kanym), gli stivali alti pelosi (e nonostante le previsioni catastrofike di tutti non ho avuto neanke tanto caldo) e le calze autoreggenti a rete con la balza ke si vedeva dagli spakki del vestito ; )...Trucco in tinta rosso e nero. Finti i preparativi mi sono fatta portare in Piazza S.Marco dove avevamo fissato cn gli altri x andare tutti insieme; qnd il gruppo è al completo si parte ma fatti 2 passi inizio a urlare a Giovanni di fermarsi xkè ha una cacca di piccione spiaccicata sul culo!! XDDD Qualke uccellaccio di merda doveva aver scagazzato sulla pankina... ci siamo fatti le peggio risate, ma il dramma è stato ke n onostante i tentativi della Vittoria di aiutare Giò a pulirsi con un fazzoletto la situazione è rimasta piuttosto tragica!! XD Alla fine ce ne siamo fregati e s'è preso l'autobus... Mentre si camminava verso il posto di ritrovo (una palestra-auditorium) un povero cristo s'è avvicinato dicendo "Suppongo ke voi sappiate dove andare" e poi ci ha kiesto se poteva seguirci, quindi ci siamo portati dietro anke questo sfigato ^ ^
Appena enrati si sente un gran casino, c'è qlk1 ke sta provando gli strumenti... La Nacchan si avvicina e mi fa "Guarda ki c'è a suonare..." io mi giro e vedo Ilias alla batteria, al ke faccio un sorriso immenso rispondendo "Sì lo so, c'ho parlato ieri sera", e mi dà una grande soddisazione dirlo.
Dopo aver dato la scalata agli spalti ci sediamo sullo scalino più in alto e iniziamo a far casino come al solito... Il primo spettacolo sono sbandieratori, bravi, e danze rinascimentali, che ci hanno fatto riflettere QNT on he enjoyed hurting people in Rinsch. Following the ballet classes of the detachment of an attempt Scandicci ke sexy stuff to shoot in the balls, "Those of Scandicci pornazzo make every year," said Gio, and while I go off to Vitty fumarci a pitcher could endure beyond the xkè nn view of those idiots and their finokkio dancer to the core.
time passes between events and sclera, we go all the bar to get qlke skifezza, and we lose a little more 'time to hang around nearby. At one point I ke have cleared the scene of dancing and instruments are preparing ... "DICK!" ke is everything I say before you run again in the stands where x I start biting my nails with anxiety. Others reach me shortly after and I qnd QLK1 kiede it sounds group beating frantically Ilias say the head and continuing to manngiarmi your nails waiting for the ke Moonlsave end up the sound check, and meanwhile I do two kiakkere cn Beppe who seemed to appreciate the group (nn know where he's known) and I draw up the tab hyper-detailed Ilias and his technique, and if anke ke nn understand it all I feel is positive and it satisfies me parekkio ... At one point, I seize the sclera and scream "GREEK SPAAACAAAA !!!!" is a high-pitched voice but I hope ke nn reached Ilias ... XDD Then at last began to ring and Anke if the acoustics are really bad you feel we can do ke and so ... * __ * Ilias is Fogato by fear, pounding the fuck batreria in an absurd manner and as far as I understand there is technically little I can say ke sounds really good ... While the children play I split the stands stamping his feet and slamming his head in all directions ... My heart seems determined to follow the battery of the greek and I realize the risk I'm ke takicardia XDD After the first song I use the plam of your hands clapping x bothers me a mess but the fact ke most people seem not to care despite highly Moonslave have played by the god ... DICK KE NERVE ... On the second piece the same story, the split Raghi Ankora more than before, but the reception is still chilly ... MA Holy shit, CAN KE Fogh IS ONLY THE PEOPLE IN THE PANTS KE PISKELLE play to make POP STAR?!?! Go fuck, fuck, I hate you all.
Fake Moonslave they begin the show of the ballet ... I keep an Okkio Ilias and exits running down and followed him out, we do not speak in person by 129 days exactly, that is since January 30 on the train tried to force him to tell me xkè x by December I turned over the word and I avoided the most absurd in every way, and it is not ke was really a great dialogue ... thought is not pleasant ... but as soon as he turns and sees me in a hug we take breaks ribs-it makes me come to tears ... my joy at that moment is not expressible neanke contentment's former print a kiss on the cheek, saying ke played by god ... He is quite tired abbandonarmisi arms and in fact several times in danger of losing balance! XD qnd we talk a little break away 'from the mini show and give him my full support against those infamous ke welcomed him to really fuck ... Skerziamo a bit 'about what had Fogato while playing (the Nacchan was shocked XD) and since it is a wren tells me he did not see more than the battery [rice crisis] and gives me the bakketta ke's had been broken while playing (me I will keep in hand the rest of the day x). But then to seize the moment of despair and becomes sad ... bows his head as he takes a cigarette, I can not do it and brushes her hair from his face asking him if all goes well ... of course not all is well and I think I know why, but I know that I do not keep up too close and would anke if it breaks my heart to see him so I have to leave his back ke amci, so we salute you and I join the rest of the group and despite his own evil x on my face had to reflect the other half of my mood, shouting that the x k and the joy and liberation, because after more than 5 months I felt again the piece of soul that I had lost ...
The party continues with more shows, really beautiful "Dance of Death" about a boy and a girl, he was mostly really good, if anek la musica non c'entrava tanto coi loro movimenti mi è piaciuta parekkio, era una cosa molto gothic *__*. Altre esibizioni degne di nota sono state il fantastico duetto break-dance di Marianna e Orlando, ke hanno ripetuto il successo già avuto al "Ballando calciando" e il concertino del gruppo gothic Ecclesia, con Giada (ke conosco un po') alla voce, veramente bravi e lei canta benissimo, forse anke xkè ha un tono molto più basso di quello ke ci si aspetterebbe è molto espressiva *__*... Purtoppo io ho visto solo mentre suonavano la seconda canzone, perchè prima ero fuori a farmi una canna con una ragazza ke l'ha passata a tutti quelli ke erano in cortile anke se non ci conosceva!! XP... lo spirito del liceo artistico non muore neanke the feast of the year-end ^ ^
Before I left the pitch to congratulate Jade, then there are the long greetings to classmates ke see again until September, then let k and the rest of my group for their water balloon, and a bit 'sad x ke Ilias I did not find healthy, I'm looking for a bus stop x back into the station, the bus I have a brilliant idea to take the bakketta and begin to keep time THIS IS THE NEW SHIT ke mOBSCENE and listened with the Walkman beating their left arm forcefully disturbing at night because I had a huge bruise still remains ke ... O__O "arrived at the bus stop I was so on edge with the train timetable I have for running for iniziazto station hoping to have time to take the ticket, but I skipped all the automatic xciò dress I had to do everything with one hand holding the other x kiuso not show bra XDD I took the train and at that point the My arm was so bad I decided to hold the ke time qualke other party (the passenger seat). The trip was Pallos as usual, I had a lot of thinking my head ... x
the evening was set with an output Nacchan, Alice, Beatrice, Gio, Beppe, Federica and Francesca and I went there only xkè led me to Florence makkina, xkè nn me I was asleep and I had time to take the train! ^ ^ "The first part was ok, dinner at a pizzeria near the park and ride, great laughs and great sclera, puns galore, and it seems that everything is quiet, though the park on Nach anke, Faith and Gio remain on the sidelines. I am a bit 'annoyed and ask for explanations from Nata, then we move towards the darkest area and do a chat; start with the group, together or not together, she says she feels out of place but I know I still can have fun but ke you will not go beyond this, there is no longer contact.
step to speak with the voice and it cracks me thinking about all that has happened between us, how people around me that I had when I was still the high school I had never really given what I needed; ke agree you should not expect to see others suffer only know that you're bad, but sometimes you want to really ... I know if I have other ke ke do, anke if maybe they do not realize, is not an evil but a good thing because I'm really too sensitive, the pain that I cause the suffering of the people I when I pray I am not directly involved is really going too far: I am the wrong one ... I think of all the times that have not been understood, as I always have to hurt the idea ke x what can love someone, all they will always have someone to trust and I'll never be the first to anyone ... Pensao is something that for years, is a terrible thing it makes me ... I recall one of the few moments, perhaps the only one in recent times, where k and I was told I was really able to do something for someone, to comfort him a bit 'anke if I could not solve its problems. I remember well the words ke Kajino told me that day, "one of six people poke ke is doing something for me" ... then tell me if you can not cry ...
I still talk with Nat, slowly heading back to my place, the conclusion of all seems to be the same as always: we must stay together ... Shortly after arriving Giò kiede if disturbing, I am pleasantly surprised the idea and I realize now consider natural ke their presence around me, as if we were part of a single being, and seems to be ke anke a sentiment shared by others ... There will never be a time when I do not want to be with them.
take a few minutes, it comes to music, then Batrice, Aly and Francy tell us ke them go to get around downtown ... fuck you and then we go back home, now it is useless trying to hold together people ke ke not stand still or has nothing in common. We stayed there and then I go to greet the bus stop to catch the last train ... x Concomitantly with the appearance Giò bus midnight and three ... sin ke midnight and winds do not yet arrived! XD Great laughter we should not my ke come and get me in Florence, facing 40 minutes of waiting. Gio and I together we created a highly reactive Kimika x no reason we tend to sclera with subsequent crisis of hysterical laughter and moments of absolute seriousness in which we could not anke willing to do absolutely nothing if you do not, in fact, sclera. We had already taken that route, qnd then we realized we had anke ke extra time we beatified in our madness, telling us little things ever said, reflecting a bit 'about life, how to change and how difficult it is to keep out an order and within ourselves ... There are moments when you realize that you are near someone that you never allow yourself to be moved because it would be to allow that you be deprived of a beautiful thing and it could never be replaced and would like mutilation of the soul. There are very few people can claim ke so much, I have already risked losing one and seeing how it cost me absolutely riavvicinarmici not want to repeat the experience.
As I spoke with Gio I heard that the node that I carried back from the morning was melting ... I felt that I was finally having the confidence that both wanted, ke finally someone spoke to me about something that until then had been closed in his heart, and I thought "shit, but then something really worth ..."; 's ke ke idea there are people who need me and not just me Verame of them makes me happy, and I hope I k now what they will have the ke anke other neighbors are still not what I want ...
The period of grief and emptiness is gone, things are slowly returning to the place ... I go back a long time to feel full, with no more than one soul and mutilated, and I owe it to my will power and pride ke forced me to go forward and people have made it possible to ke ... I would not have never done it without you ...
Thanks to those that I have stayed close, thanks to ke sought contact with me, thank you love me, to all who have suffered ke to me and gave me this di cui avevo bisogno, grazie a te che sei tornato... grazie a tutti voi ke completate la mia vita, vi amo con tutte le mie forze...
NON AVERE NIENTE DA PERDERE NON SIGNIFICA AVER PERSO TUTTO, MA AVERE QUALCOSA DA TROVARE
And Google Eastern Square Eggs! and "Easter eggs"! 
myself as an allegory of suffering. 
